What a weird today …

Spent my day studying maths and Network infrastructure.
Totally constructive.

Ended my day with dope dancers

Couldn’t work well with that SPECIAL GUY!!!!!!
Although he brought up alot of good points about battling and personal showmanship.
AHHHHH!!!
I pray to work well with him :((((

Token of Love by my sis!!!
THANK U ! lub yah!

Guess I recently found out something about myself!
With the recent events and everything.

I don’t really fight for my own happiness but rather wait for it to come to me …
But i really cherish those moments where it came to me deeply. Thank you guys for that…

To be happy, it doesn’t really add to my possessions, but subtract from my desires.

bah bah black sheep~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Token of love

Yeah baby

Thanks for the treat gal !

Ahhhh … To be kept in my box of letters !
Thanks so much to
JANICE,LUM,MIN,MOOSH,JIAYAN,YANLING,UNCLE,VAL.

I hate having second thoughts about my decision/drive towards you.
is it just me or am I getting the hint from you?
Even If I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up?

seriously lost!

I’ve lost the aim in my life from…
finishing my bike license
Do well(gpa3.0 and above) for my studies
Save money for ICP 2
trying my best to understand her
Work for my school fees money. (Im eating into it sOOOOO BADLY!)

AWWWWRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I know I should already be doing something about it now but rather I am getting my passion into me too much that I’m neglecting so much in my life. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m letting my bro down I’m sure. He hasn’t said it but I already can understand if I were him. Sheessh!

Everything thing so blurry, everyone so fake.
and everybody’s empty and everything is so messed up.
I miss you gal!
pre-occupied without you
I stumble then I crawl

I need a new home or at least a room by myself. :’(

im torn away by $

Things are going rough as it looks like now.

But but but but.
I’m sure we’re going to do more than just pulling it off
Watch out yoh !!! WAVES !3 !

SHAG AR!!
damn, how I love eating in a small group

Just need something to motivate me at this time. Gyea!~

HAN’s treat of 10 drumlets , 4 cheese hotdogs and mango juice! DOPE AR

MEL’s dope gift ~

Shina’s DOPE DOPE 2 box of pocket sized oreos !!
And 1 roll of Oreo(forget to take picture of that, too busy eating already -.-)

You don’t get MMS like this everyday. especially in the morning, doesn’t it just blurs the rest of your day? hahha

Guess its the time of the month already.
**** The following may be too childish to you in a way but its my blog and don’t ask me anything about it also! ****

I’m getting sick by the changes that I made myself to do this month.
Which includes
- caring more about others. ( and i think I did a constant job on this to only the ones I cared about )
- showing my appreciation to every moment that I treasure for that day. All the hugs and etc ~

Only these two main changes I suppose.

Although I didn’t really expect stuff in return, one of them was really too sweet
but but but but but !!!

I get too affected by the little things that they do or say!
WHICH IS FARKED UP! I know i’m not suppose to think this way but when you care about them too
much, it gets in your mind!

Things such as taking things for granted, didn’t even bother to say thank you (when all the trouble I went through just to get the stuff for you when I thought you needed it the most!)
Come to think of it, why the heck should i spend my hard earn money and time to go through all that trouble eh? how dumb, how fake!

At this point, I don’t really care about dance but rather how the beauty of dance connects so many people closer at that moment only. Friends are like tissue paper, they come and go~!

OK screw it, next point.

FARK U for getting drunk for all these nights. Lost your job? I even brought you to find one but admit it!! u are farking choosy zzz. If throwing vulgarities at me everyday would make you feel easier inside, I’m glad to be a help. BUT ITS NOT WORKING!!!
Blame the death of her on all of us bytch!
Just because we don’t show any affection to you doesn’t means we don’t have any heart. The only time you’re sober is like …. NEVER?
How to sleep at home if that is what you call it when you’re like that everyday!?
The worst thing is, I can’t wake up in time for school -.-
This family is dead as much as I don’t want it to be.

Which crazy ass would pay money to wake up @ 5am and go CHANGI just to run ????
I guess its 6 thousands Singaporeans. ahhaha
The view is breath taking.
The sun is blazing hot -_-
First time i sweat so much underneth(pants area) My pants at the end of the race was soaking wet with sweat! eeks.

I finished 15km in 1hr and 30mins. Maybe lesser, have to check my chip timing.
The 1st guy in 15km Junior catory finished it in 57 mins -_-”
My brother knee problem acted up again haisss…

This race i think we focus on maintaining our pace and from what his rig says, we did better than we trained together. We’re improving slowly every run

MY last 2 km, i ran as fast as my brain can take note of my legs!
Overtook so many people(that includes uncles!!), damn song.
Even shouted her name* to encourage me, no one turned to look at me for some weird reason HAHA, guess they were too busy concentrating on their run.. . ( It was a release of tension kind of thing )

42KM, 8th December, HERE I COME!!!!!

I thought I’ve changed in terms of my attitude!

but today is just ;(
so much for caring about you guys.
Can’t believe I’m affected by the most simple/little things in life.
I can totally imagine if I tell this issue to someone, he/she will go like ” Aiyerr !! like this only!!! ”
I’m such a pussycatdoll -_-

Again, alot of things on my mind! I don’t know how to put them into words!
farkfarkfarkfarked up!

bus broked down while on the way back home -_-
I was listening to my headphones and thinking about so many things than I looked around and found out that I’m alone at the bus !!! everyone was outside the bus waiting for another bus. the damn busdriver didn’t even bother to come up to check if there is anyone or maybe he did but my headphones was too loud ? sian!! I wasted so much time …
Mood just +1 because of this ;(

SCH is getting too interesting